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My name is Kristina but a lot of people know me as Kissyface. I was introduced to methamphetamines when I was 19 years old. I’m 34 now. I started to use meth as a way to numb the pain from being abused, kidnapped and raped, and all the other abuse I endured in my lifetime.
By age 21, I had three kids and I used a little bit during my pregnancy with my third child. I eventually lost custody of my three then got pregnant with my last child and I used in the beginning of that pregnancy, stopped, and then relapsed in the eighth month of my pregnancy with her.
I never felt like I was loved. I felt that the only reason I was here was for people to do horrible things to me, but that all changed in July 2013 when I met my amazing soul mate and life partner Chad. He showed me that I deserve to love myself and to love people and also that I deserve to BE LOVED.
August 30, 2013 was the last time that I got high. I went to jail for two weeks and I have been clean and sober ever since. Thanks to getting sober I have the most beautiful, strong relationship with my kids and I have an amazing man that truly loves me for me and all my flaws and faults. I’ve learned that life is worth living .You just gotta let go and let God in.
I would be dead if I wouldn’t have let go of all the anger and pain and let God lead me to where I am today. Thank you for letting me share my story. Hopefully it will open some eyes and maybe even save someone. You are worth it!