- Alcohol
I have been sober for almost 4 years now. I thought that living sober would be torture. I thought it would be worse than the roller coaster I had been living on where I tried to have one drink but then I got hammered. Then one morning I woke up and I couldn’t remember coming home. I was so grateful to be alive and so afraid that I could have lost my children or caused them harm. I knew it was over and that I was ready to be sober. What I didn’t know was how wonderful being sober would be. I love it!